Before:
After: It's not that much, but I'm happy with it. I finished the beard and started Noah's coat (changed the colour to DMC 831 because I thought the contrast between the beard and DMC 832 was not clear enough). The peacock now has a neck. I need to finish the upper part of the stocking before providing the beast and its companion with a body, because I need to scroll down the frame for that. Hopefully by next week ... although I'm not making any promises. Last week was bad, this week was pretty awful and the mere thought of next week gives me spasms. Without wanting to be a terrible bore, here's a short re-cap of what's going on (feel free to skip to the next stitchy pic if you feel so inclined):
Pelle finished his time at the special medical daycare centre he was attending. The end of his period there came with a report that, quite frankly, took my breath away. Of course I knew that he had problems and that things aren't looking that well for him, but this was a very bitter pill to swallow. What it boils down to is that, at nearly five years old, he has the developmental age of a one-year old. I knew this was the verdict, but to see it in writing and illustrated with numerous examples is another matter. I know all you mothers out there will understand that this doesn't have any effect on my love for Pelle. In fact if anything, it has deepened my love and admiration and belief in him, to see how bravely he has fought against everything he has had to deal with, which was more, much more than any child ('normal' or otherwise) should have to go through. He's the sweetest, loveliest boy any parent could ever wish for and (allow me to wax sentimental for a moment here) sometimes his smile and the way he looks at me can actually reduce me to tears from sheer ... well... joy and love. Is there a word to express this? Motherly love, I guess. Anyway, Pelle is now attending a new medical daycare centre, and he's doing remarkably well. He will make it. I know he will.
Also, next week will see the start of the end of divorce proceedings. I have a couple of court dates to look forward to (or should I say dread? Yep, I think that would be more accurate). In the meantime, I'm trying very hard not to lose faith in myself and in everything that I'm doing. I should really be stitching Be True by Little House Needleworks.
Instead, I chose to start another project (yes, another one). But really. Who could resist the new BBD Loose Feathers? I couldn't:
Isn't it perfect and gorgeous and yummy, and so stitchable and small-ish and quick? I bet all of the people who decided not to join the Loose Feathers Club this year are really kicking themselves.
That's it from me. Sorry for the very personal post, but I really needed to share this. Also, I needed to explain why I have been so quiet around Blogland. I'm sure I will catch up with all of your blogs as soon as my life loses its soapy twist. A bit.
Yours distractedly,
Annemarie.